my feet, and my butt hurt…but my heart is happy:)
Yesterday, it was hard for me to write the blog…saying goodbye, but I had resolved to do it…hoping that the person would go away if I did. It wasn’t emotional manipulation…or some type of trick. It was genuine and purposeful…and serious. So glad Dr. Marc took care of it so I could keep on keeping on here!
THANK you SO much for your kindness. I REALLY apprecitate it.
I know, they probably are still around, watching and reading…but that is ok. God is with me and He is looking out for me!
Yesterday it was back to the trainer…we worked out and talked. Felt much better this time…for some reason, the break seemed to do us both good. She worked my lower body…and it hit me tonight. ouch.
We talked about my food…and she said that she thinks I SHOULD be eating more calories…at least 1700. I am sooooo out of the habit of trying to keep track of my food…I think I am over it. The whole journaling my food. Thinking that I just need a plan…and then to just stick to it. That way I do not have to write it down…it is pre-determined for me. Now…if I can just find time to do that….ha!
I worked my first night at Coldwater. It was interesting. I will just say, not sure I will mesh with the people that work there. There are some strong personalities. Wondering if this is a good decision or not…AND my feet really hurt.
My day started early, with the manual labor job, and then to the mall for the other. Maybe I have bitten off more than I can chew?
Well…I have to go to bed. Tomorrow I work manual labor, in the rain! from 8-12:30, then train from 1:00-1:30…plus do some cardio (than reminds me, I need to pack my gym bag)–Then it is off to work again with the Town from 6-10. Phew…
So glad things chilled out here in BS Land! I hope and pray that this is the end of it all. The drama and game playing. I need support and a place I can just be me.
Love you!
Glad to hear you are sticking around. I appreciate you so much!
Rachel
I’m glad everything is resolved and will be resolved by Dr. Marc. It blows my mind how things turned out with a few people.
I’m glad the site is returning to normal because there are so many new people joining each day that needs support.
I do agree with your trainer, if you’re active, especially with a manual job and training you should be eating more. I try to stay around 1500 calories and more on my active days.
We love you Chrisie! Your being here brings so much joy to many! I am glad that you have stayed too! You sure sound busy! I always forget to journal my food which is why I don’t do it. Sometimes I am afraid to because it may show I eat more than I thought I did haha.
Hang in there. I hope you aren’t doing too much too cuz you sound very very busy and like you are doing a lot. For weightloss tho, it’s good not to be idle, so the jobs are probably gonna benefit that, as well as the training. I haven’t had a trainer before. Sounds cool! Have a great day and I am glad you stayed! Don’t let anyone make you quit! You deserve to be here and to reap the rewards as much as anyone!
Sounds like you have too much on the work plate and not enough on the dinner plate
Hope things balance out for you soon…Love ya!
Woo Hoo! I am so happy that everything is working out! We need you here girl!
Biggest HUGS!
Good for you! Glad your staying
I too, as you know, am glad that Dr. Marc is taking care of things. That woman set out to hurt several of us but for some reason you got the brunt of the attacks and it just plain sucked what she was doing.
It does sound like you’ve got quite a bit of work going on there! What is it that you do for the town? Just curious.
Very glad to hear that things with your trainer are going better!
Ya know..if you really tried to leave, I would hunt you down.
I will say it again…you are the hardest working woman I know and the busiest!
Hang in there lady
Glad you are still here, too!!
Me too, chrisie. I would miss you soooo much. It almost made me think of going too. I felt like I started the trouble to begin with.:( I still just don’t really care to blog much anymore. I lurk around, and I comment, but I feel like my blogs are sometimes misunderstood. Maybe I try too hard to be funny. If I stick to the forum I feel more comfortable. Everybody pretty much knows me there. I am loving the BL challenge, and you almost had to twist my arm to get me into it. Thanks for being you.
